Still no cards or crafts

Haven't been able to make any cards or start my little atc's or any other crafting at the moment

As much as work has calmed down there is still issues at work i am not happy about and i still feel that i am being picked on and I'm feeling very down about it. which has made me start logging anything which is happening at work, which is something i don't want to do as i makes me look like i am nit picking but we will see.

the weekend has been changed i was going to make some cards and a 3d pram as my niece gets christened this weekend but alas we haven't been able to attend due to nicks uncle who is dying from cancer being rushed into hospital on Saturday morning, so ha vent been able to start thing as the worrying of having to rush off!

Last night i marinated some fresh salmon in a lime and corinder sauce and baked it into a steam foil bag thingy and served with some peas and jersey mids they was fantastic !

Today the chicken is defrosting and will eat that later when we are back from the hospital.

some garden photos

These are some photos from my garden which i got Nick to take yesterday. i am in love with the garden as its no grass an just pebbles on 3 diff layers and all the plants was there when we brough the house

hope u enjoy looking at my plants x

blog candy alert

elizabeth has been so kind and offered some fab blog candy as pictured below
follow the link to see what you have to do
beware it does finish soon x

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feeling of a loss ( server down at work lol)

Been at work since 7.40 am so i can make a start on all the boring admin we have to do ( which my fault as i didnt keep up to date opps) All the rosters have been published apart from the South mom ( mobile operations manager)

Been a funny old week as Boss has been away on leave so the office has been happy stressfree and generally a better athosphere. which makes me think that it wasnt all in my head now and that things have been happening. but the light has been made and hopefully we will be seeing changes in the office soon and i can just be a happy bunny!

Most of you know that we run a site in Bassetts Pole for airsoft its like paintball but the guns are air guns and the bulletts are little centermetre clay things which hurts when they hit you! so we have had to cancel the big game booked in august as we didnt get enough people so we have had to cancel which has kicked off on that forum, so me being me has been keeping an eye on the forum making sure noone is saying things they shouldnt and the likes :(

Thats my week boring busy and hassled lol

Hope lynne is getting ok with her home improvments and sorry i havent been about to chat

thanks mary for your package yours will be sent tomorrow

x

new award

Thanks Mary for your award its lovely to know you

thanks for the award its really cheered me up x

Thanks Mary for the Award

Thanks Mary for the lovely award you have cheered me up no end x

Update

Evening all

Nothing much to say Spoke to the rep on Saturday night and he seems to think the same as me and is looking into the things i have mentioned to him. I didn't really want to get a rep involved as i didn't think i needed it to be honest, but the more i have thought about it i thought why wouldn't i! I mean i pay the subs out my wages which is about £12.00 a month and when i need the support i should be asking them and not assuming i can cope on my own.

My boss is my boss she is caring to a extent but i feel that she should have done more and told me more about the certain roster involved and then i wouldn't be this stressed this worked up about it and yet its my own stupid fault!!!!! yep I'm on a negative drive at the moment, the only thing keeping me normal is crafting Nick and the cat who is still fat as ever and sleepy

Tomorrow i am worrying about what could or would happen before its even got here, I have done my lunch and i am going to work hard as normal and keep my head down.

i hope you like my new title of my card blog this i made myself in psp tonight

Anyway I'm going to go and have a drink and chill before going to sleep

sleep well and don't let the bed bugs bite !

P.s Nick loved his solider card :)